then they took the big skin and made a neck out of it. they want me to get pregnant so they can use the skin for other parts of my body which is really exciting. i want a baby more than anything. i nod, you know -- >> amazing. >> i know. yeah. >> glenn: let's go to joe. >> thanks, glenn. thanks for sharing the story. it's amazing. and your outlook. awfully, your faith got you through, made you thrivers. but other people who may not have that, how would they react and how long does the process take to get back to normal? or is that changed for goods, other people reaction a your intersection with other people in your daily lives, your job, neighbors? >> you talk about people who don't have that faith? >> glenn: i think, joe, you are talk about the people around you have you had friends and family that have been shook by this. >> yeah. >> glenn: you can't get them. >> yeah. because it kind of, it changes you that you are going through it. they don't know how you're going through it. they are looking for -- >> glenn: i lost every friend i ha